{"id":411423,"date":"2020-11-14T18:36:49","date_gmt":"2020-11-14T17:36:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hashtag.al\/?p=411423"},"modified":"2020-11-14T18:38:47","modified_gmt":"2020-11-14T17:38:47","slug":"mjalti-i-mjaltit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/2020\/11\/14\/mjalti-i-mjaltit\/","title":{"rendered":"Mjalti i mjaltit","gt_translate_keys":[{"key":"rendered","format":"text"}]},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"Nga \u00c7apajev Gjokutaj<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Evlati i evlatit si mjalti i mjaltit. Ky proveb, tha Lilua, m\u00eb kujtohej shpesh gjat\u00eb jav\u00ebve q\u00eb ndenja te ime bij\u00eb, n\u00eb Austri. <\/span><\/p>\n

M\u00eb k\u00ebpuste malli p\u00ebr Erlisin, djalin e djalit, q\u00eb e kam k\u00ebtu. S\u2019thon\u00eb kot, larg\u00ebsia ndez dashurin\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n

Si heshti nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb shtoi: Ashtu, n\u00eb vetmi, vrisja mendjen: pse mbesat dhe nip\u00ebrit i duam m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7\u2019kemi dashur f\u00ebmijt\u00eb tan\u00eb, kur ishin t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl?<\/span><\/p>\n

Se at\u00ebhere kishim shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb e p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndjer\u00eb ekzistenc\u00ebn, tha Qaniu. Tani jemi t\u00eb moshuar e ndihemi m\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebt. Dhe dob\u00ebsia zbutet duke u afruar e shkrir\u00eb me tjetrin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Jo vet\u00ebm kaq, nd\u00ebrhyri Lilua, me kalimin e mosh\u00ebs t\u00eb rriturit q\u00eb kemi p\u00ebr rreth na fusin n\u00eb kall\u00ebpin \u2018plak\u2019. Dhe dashuria p\u00ebr plakun \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe s\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb dashuri, se vjen e p\u00ebrzihet me p\u00ebrkujdesje, me m\u00ebshir\u00eb; hera-her\u00ebs dhe me n\u00ebnvleft\u00ebsim: frym\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr, nis e rrjedh. Kurse f\u00ebmij\u00ebt s\u2019e din\u00eb akoma stereotipin \u2019plak\u2019. Na japin dashuri t\u00eb \u00e7ilt\u00ebr, shqeto, t\u00eb pap\u00ebrzier…<\/span><\/p>\n

I duam m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7\u2019kemi dashur f\u00ebmij\u00ebt tan\u00eb, p\u00ebrsiata un\u00eb, ngaq\u00eb mosha dhe p\u00ebrvoja na b\u00ebjn\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb ndjesh\u00ebm e m\u00eb t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kurse Naqja e shpjegonte ndryshe: tani ndihemi m\u00eb pran\u00eb fundit, nip\u00ebrit e mbesat na krijojn\u00eb ndjesin\u00eb e vazhdim\u00ebsis\u00eb dhe k\u00ebshtu na ndihmojn\u00eb ta harrojm\u00eb sadokudo sosm\u00ebn\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb qasje m\u00eb praktike kishte Ilmiu. Nervat na jan\u00eb dob\u00ebsuar, thoshte, ndaj \u00ebnda na e ka t\u2019i ikim seriozitetit e t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb si kalamaj. N\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb e nip\u00ebrve dhe mbesave e plot\u00ebsojm\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb, pa rrezikuar q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb thon\u00eb: kaq e pati dhe ky, roiti.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sa t\u00eb ngesh\u00ebm jeni, nd\u00ebrhyri kamarjerja q\u00eb nga banaku. Kur vete e takoj mbes\u00ebn m\u00eb duket sikur fluturoj dhe s\u2019kam nge ta vras mendjen si e qysh.<\/span><\/p>\n

I dhash\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. Dhe mua m\u2019u kujtua filozofi q\u00eb tha se dashuria \u00ebsht\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb q\u00eb do p\u00ebrjetuar dhe jo analizuar, sepse kur p\u00ebrpiqesh t\u2019i gjesh shkaqe e kuptime, avullon e b\u00ebhet gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kur po kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, risolla dhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb mend gjith\u00eb shpjegimet. Mosha, dob\u00ebsia, p\u00ebrvoja, frika e vdekjes, d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr \u00e7ilimill\u00ebqe. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto, m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dashuri\u00a0 p\u00ebr t\u00eb vegj\u00eblit, ngjajn\u00eb si mjete p\u00ebr t\u2019i sh\u00ebrbyer vetes.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ky arsyetim i beft\u00eb po m\u00eb krijonte nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb faji. P\u00ebr dreq m\u2019u nd\u00ebrmend Ni\u00e7ja q\u00eb thoshte se \u00e7do dashuri \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuri p\u00ebr veten. Ajo q\u00eb doni nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb tjetri, por ndjesia e k\u00ebndshme q\u00eb dashuria krijon tek ju. Dashuroni d\u00ebshir\u00ebn jo t\u00eb d\u00ebshiruarin, thoshte filozofi.<\/span><\/p>\n

E gjete dhe fajtorin, shpotita veten dhe s\u00ebrish i dhash\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00eb kamarieres. Dashuria \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie q\u00eb na zbukuron jet\u00ebn si ne, si voc\u00ebrrak\u00ebve. Dhe k\u00ebtu mbaron historia.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pse duhet t\u00eb lejojm\u00eb q\u00eb arsyetimet dhe gjykimet t\u2019i fusin hund\u00ebt kudo!? Ndjenja \u00ebsht\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb shqeto kur nuk p\u00ebrzihet me gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera, aq m\u00eb pak me mendimin.<\/span><\/p>\n

( Nga cikli \u2018Kafe p\u00ebr llafe\u2019 )<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false,"gt_translate_keys":[{"key":"rendered","format":"html"}]},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nga \u00c7apajev Gjokutaj Evlati i evlatit si mjalti i mjaltit. Ky proveb, tha Lilua, m\u00eb kujtohej shpesh gjat\u00eb jav\u00ebve q\u00eb ndenja te ime bij\u00eb, n\u00eb Austri. M\u00eb k\u00ebpuste malli p\u00ebr Erlisin, djalin e djalit, q\u00eb e kam k\u00ebtu. S\u2019thon\u00eb kot, larg\u00ebsia ndez dashurin\u00eb. Si heshti nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb shtoi: Ashtu, n\u00eb vetmi, vrisja mendjen: pse […]<\/p>\n","protected":false,"gt_translate_keys":[{"key":"rendered","format":"html"}]},"author":51,"featured_media":344839,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-411423","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog"],"gt_translate_keys":[{"key":"link","format":"url"}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411423","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/51"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=411423"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/411423\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/344839"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=411423"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=411423"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hashtag.al\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=411423"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}